Day 7

Finally finished urges pg 10 over the weekend. That was intense. 4 pages in 4 days. its a ten page story that I might add an extra page or just do some extra stuff to pad this first collection out. If only I could work faster. Shit its hard to knock out pages. Ive actually gotten a lot faster at it though. or maybe i just care less or know how much effort to put into a page. The stress of doing a page isn’t as heavy and brutal as it once was. I have Erick to thank for that I think. I started a personal long form comic that was supposed to be doing a page or two a week but i got caught up in it and how hard it was inventing this new world to play in. I wish it was funner but it was a spiral of anxiety after page 6. I did get to page 12 but it was a slog fest. I was also caught up on how I was gonna release this thing, compared it to other web comics, thought that the story sucked and know one would want to read this and unfortunately gave in to the bullshit negativity. I fucking hated that I let myself get in the way of my own growth. I fucking hate it but at the end of the day thats 12 more pages i got done and I learned a lot. I’ll write a more detailed thing about that whole mess. but as for now 10 more pages have been finished and ill finish some more.